[A giant chasm is about right. He has a lot of thoughts now that crowd his head, along with feelings. The anger, the grief, the self-loathing. It's just hard for him to tangle them apart. He shouldn't be feeling any of these things, except his fate had other ideas and now he has all the time he needs to contemplate everything he's been forced to ignore for ten years and more. Maybe he should concentrate on just one thing before his courage fails him.]
You call me a friend and you only just met me. I...I haven't had very many of those. And the best of those I ever had, I lost.
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Date: 2017-05-02 01:27 am (UTC)You call me a friend and you only just met me. I...I haven't had very many of those. And the best of those I ever had, I lost.